Sunday, April 21, 2013

Thursday

I made a checklist of things that I have to get a good start on (at the very least) for this upcoming school week.  Out of all the hours that I've spent this weekend none of been so draining as working through the finer details of the performance piece I'll be doing on Thursday.  I'm excited and beyond nervous of how it will be received by the audience.  I feel like so much is riding on how well I deliver my message.
It's the most personal piece I've ever done.  And I'm so proud of it.  I just don't know if i can do it justice.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

in memoriam

I've been having some trouble concentrating today.  Sad things remind me of other sad things and in no time at all I catch myself looking at the fb page of my dead high school friend.  I think back to the interactions that we had as I scan the posts left there by grieving friends and family members.  The post have slowed down over the 5 years he has been gone. However, there are the devoted few that can't forget or don't want to.
I've never posted on his wall.  I don't think I ever will.  But today I thought about telling telling him that I miss him.  I really do.  The world was a better place when he was here.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

I have been checking the weather at least 5x a day for the past week.  Hoping for good news (60-110 degrees).